January 2011
12 posts
I think I'm going to make a new tumblr...
I always thought honesty was the best policy… But I’m getting so sick of watching what I say on here, in fear of who’s reading it. I’m sick of getting shit for it. I’m sick of hurting people. And I’m sorry.
I’d rather go under an pseudonym, and have no one know who I’m talking about in my posts. Be free to say whatever I want to say. It sounds so...
People really need to spend their time and energy...
I get it, “She’s too average.” “Nothing spectacular.” “All she talks about is boys. Boys aren’t everything!” “She can’t sing.” “She’s ugly.” “She’s only popular because of Kanye West.” “All of her songs sound the same.” People bash her constantly. But they’re wasting their time....
snowflakecookie-deactivated2011 asked: There's only one thing!
To do!
Three words
for you
I lovee youuuu.
People probably think I'm a lesbian...
but seriouslyyy please smile! You're gorgeous beyond gorgeous and you're such a good person! You're not a bitch! Everyone adores you, and you're an all around an amazing person!
Keep smiling my loveee!
To do!
Three words
for you
I lovee youuuu.
People probably think I'm a lesbian...
but seriouslyyy please smile! You're gorgeous beyond gorgeous and you're such a good person! You're not a bitch! Everyone adores you, and you're an all around an amazing person!
Keep smiling my loveee!
“Remember love. The only hope for any of us is peace. Violence begets violence....”
– John Lennon
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"The more I see, the less I know for sure."
Part of me wants to lock myself in my house all day every day, so I have no idea what’s going on around me. Simplify my life. Transcendentalism, you know? Stop fighting. Stop dramatizing. Stop using the computer. Embrace nature. Forget about everything for a while. And everyone. But it’s like I’m incapable of doing that. I’m trapped in my own mind. All I do is think and...
Life's so much easier when you live for yourself.
Living for someone else is too hard. Trying to change yourself for someone else is too hard. Having to pay attention to what they like and dislike to make yourself into that person… too hard. And it’s never worth it, I promise. I tried changing myself into a “better” person. I constantly picked apart my flaws and tried to change them. But what’s a “better...
Someone find me a boy like this plz <3
Hey boy, I would have thought that when you left me I’d be broken with my confidence gone
Hey boy, I would have thought that when you said that you don’t want me I’d feel ugly as if something was wrong
Standin’ in front of the mirror, My skin’s never been clearer My smile’s never been whiter
I look so good without you
“Love, love, love. What is it good for? Absolutely nothing.”
– Effy Stonem (via phosphorescene)
Why does Eminem always “get it”?
December 2010
3 posts
Day 9. How you hope your future will be like.
Happy.
Have you ever loved somebody so much you'd give an...
I’ve been thinking… what’s it like to give everything to someone? Everyone hears about the girls that cry when their boyfriends break up with them because they gave them “everything”. What IS ”everything”? A tattoo arm sleeve done in someone’s honor? A scar on your heart? Your virginity? Those things will never go away… it hurts me just to hear...
November 2010
17 posts
Day 8. A moment you felt the most satisfied with...
Initially, this post was hard for me to think up. When you think about it, what is it like to be truly and completely satisfied? In a generation where we all want more, where we’re all jealous of one another, it’s so rare to be perfectly content with your life. To be at peace with it. There’s always something else floating in the back of minds that finds a way to disturb the...
Day 7. Your Zodiac sign and if you think it fits...
I’m an aquarius. It’s scary accurate.
People belonging to the Aquarius sign are characteristic humanitarians. They like being with people and value each and every person they contact. They are selfless and patient, hence, have numerous friends. Friends are always their first priority, and Aquarians are more like guardians than equals. They like to advice people, but it is never the...
“No matter how ugly the world gets, or how stupid it shows me it is, I always...”
– Gerard Way (via wewillstandstrong)
Day 6. Write 30 interesting facts about yourself.
1. I’m not interesting. 2. I’m a lot more self-conscious around boys than girls. 3. I love taking notes. 4. I can’t sleep when I’m worried or annoyed or have something I have to do. I toss and turn until I finally get up and take care of the problem, then I fall right asleep. 5. I’m so fasinated by screamo/people who can scream. SO COOL. 6. I love the medical field. I...
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Your face is pasty 'cause you've gone and got so...
My fingertips are holding onto the cracks in our foundation. And I know that I should let go, but I can’t.
Day 5. A time you thought about ending your own...
In 8th grade, I had a shitload of family problems. I don’t like talking about it. In fact, there’s no one that knows the entire story, except my family, I guess. Even they didn’t know what was going through my head. I couldn’t handle living under my roof anymore, I needed to get out, but I had nowhere to go. I was losing all of my friends, and it was because I pushed them...
I'm sure as hell the happiest I've ever been
from coast to coast, I’ll make the most of every second I’ve been given with this crowd. without a doubt, you’re all I dream about. at night we lie awake, with stories taking us back to the nights we felt alive, the nights we felt alive…
Day 4. Your views on religion.
I’m a born and raised Catholic. I don’t even know what that means. Sad? Well, yeah. Seeing as I’ve been “praising the lord” ever since I was little. I’ve gone through all the steps of becoming a member of the Catholic church… from C.C.D. classes every Tuesday to receiving my first communion, to conformation class, and my conformation. But I don’t...
Day 3. Your views on drugs and alcohol.
I have a feeling I’m going to step on some toes here… so I’m going to say this totally up front: I’m sorry if I offend you. I don’t mean it personally.
Now that that’s covered, let’s begin this long ass rant thing, shall we?
First of all, cigarette smoking is one of the stupidest things I’ve ever heard of. How’s that lung cancer...
Day 2. Where you'd like to be in 10 years.
In 10 years, I’ll be 26. And all that I’d like to be then is somewhere less confusing than here. In 10 years, I see myself as more composed, sophisticated. I see myself with direction, knowing where I’m going in life, having it mapped out for myself. Because right now, I don’t know where I’d like to be in 10 years. I know I want a profession, I just haven’t...
Day 1. Your current relationship.
Well, wow. It’s crazy how time flies and stands still all at the same time. I feel like I’ve known him my entire life, but at the same time, I feel like it was just yesterday that I had no idea what he was all about. I’ve been thinking about the memories we’ve shared before we knew each other a lot lately. It’s the weirdest feeling in the world knowing that those...
thesalesmanisdead:
A Day To Remember - Out Of...
dear math class,
This one’s for you.
Usually I beat around the bush on my entries, but today, I’m coming clean. And fuck all of you guys for making me feel the way I did today. For tormenting me about the stupidest things like texting my boyfriend and talking to my best friend and being alive. And when I said something along the lines of, “Today is not my day, leave me alone,” all I got was a...
If you KNEW it'd upset me, WHY would you tell me?
I think half of the time, people are just testing me. It’s like a reality TV show, this world. People become canidates to earn your friendship. You’re always being judged to to see if you’re worthy. And so, people are always testing what I’d do, testing how I’d feel, testing how I’d act, testing who I am. People do things just for the sake of trying to figure me...
I think I just realized how depressing I am...
I’ve always said I was optimistic. Always. It’s just something I wrote on social network bios without even thinking about it. But I’ve been thinking… am I really all that optimistic? Well… no. I can’t even count how many times I’ve sat at this very spot in front of my computer screen and thought about how sad life is. How sad the human race is.
People...
All that I know is I don't know how to be...
October 2010
8 posts
Taylor Swift - Never Grow Up
Once I heard this...
I just wanted you to know...
I miss you. I wish I could look at you the same way as I used to, as the sweetheart that I used to ramble to and who would smile at me and all the stupid things I did or said. But truth is, I just don’t look at you like that anymore. I always felt like we could be such good friends… but instead, these days, we talk less than we ever had. I see you every day, but it’s like we...
There are just some things you don't know.
Some things only make sense in your own head; they only make sense to you and your brain, your cells, your organs inclosed in your own outer shell. Some things don’t make sense at all… they’re just there. Or maybe that’s not it at all. Maybe they really do make sense and everything really does run by logic. Maybe humans aren’t so misunderstood at all, and their logic...
“You do your thing and I do my thing. You are you and I am I. And if in the end...”
– Boy Meets World
I almost forgot what it was like to be single. I almost forgot what it was like not to have a cute text waiting for you every time you check your phone, and I almost forgot what it was like to not be texting the same person from the second you wake up to the second you go to sleep. I almost forgot what it was like not always having someone telling you how much you mean to them, having someone tell...
So, my boyfriend broke up with me...
Via text. BITCH, NO YOU DIDN’T.
September 2010
2 posts
I think I just realized how much power you have over me. You have the most awkward part of me in your grasp. You force me out of my comfort zone… probably more than you should. And I love it. I have to share a side of me with you that I’ve never shown anyone else; it’s a part of the job description or something. You have my biggest fear lodged between your fingertips—...
August 2010
2 posts
“Imperfection is beauty; madness is genius. And it’s better to be...”
– Marilyn Monroe
Why can't I just be happy?
My mind doesn’t know this feeling of pure bliss. My body is so confused. So it tries as hard as it can to screw it up for me. Hey, mind and body? SHUT UP AND LEAVE ME ALONE. Thanks!
It’s like, once I find something great, my mind doesn’t want to believe it. It’s too unreal; I have to find some flaw in it. And this time, I can’t find that flaw. I feel like...
May 2010
4 posts
Today was good.
My mood, however, was not.
I haven’t felt this bad about myself in a long time. I haven’t cried this much in a long time.
I keep trying to put my feelings into words but I just… can’t. Words can’t even help me anymore. Bad sign.
I think I’m going to go to my room and try to write a song. A song that will be written, sung, and thrown on my floor like the rest...
do you wanna be somebody else? are you sick of...
Just listen →
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I feel as though people that criticize them because “lolol just another teenager band” would have their opinions changed if they actually sat there and listened. To not just the musical aspect, but the lyrical as well. Yes, everybody knows that Alex Gaskarth is a pretty silly guy. As are the rest of the band members. It’s easy to...
April 2010
5 posts
"Hey, How's it going?" "Good, and how are you?"...
